OMG! Guess what, 2 papers down (1 H1 and 1 H2) and.... 5 more to go. Wait, is there even a cause for celebration.

So today was international (H1) History paper and Econs. I'd have to say, I haven't been more prepared. Haha, because preparedness just does not go with Heeqmah and exams for the past 2 years, okay. So, I'd have to say, I really made an effort this time around and I more or less felt it.

Anyway, History paper. Ohwell, I don't think I'd get as bad as I had predicted before the paper, nope not 4/50- lol! crazy. Maybe 8/50! HAH-HAH!

Yes it is bad, but I really don't know how to do it. What the hell am I thinking doing History in the first place. What ever happened to my Geography, which I did so well in Sec 1, 2 and TA1. It is like, I studied, right. I know my contents, I know my bleeping stand for the essays, but how do I structure it the way Mr Seng wants it. Darn. I am screwed.
I feel nauseous at the thought of History paper. Well, also if I remember correctly, I didn't finish the part on Korean War.

So, Heeqmah not knowing how to structure her answers ended up throwing everything and anything she knows all over the paper. I had no choice or I would not have completed either essays. DIE! I think I should start blogging History essays to improve. Hmmmm...not such a bad idea. :)

ECONS!

Ohmygosh, James Ong's essay practice totally came out. Hah-hah! I did like 6 pages on it. Not bad huh. Not bad if we do not consider the bleeping second essay that I totally forgot about. Idiot right. 25 marks- gone! I minute before they collected the essay section, I was like:

Not to forget me grinning ever so confidently. Idiot. Just one minute, I happened to see, question 2 which did not look like a question at all. I could have cried but I scribbled like half to one paragraph of what I could, stuffed in a graph, any graph that popped into my head and the teacher was already at my side. Idiot.

CSQ, well let's just say, it felt like I was doing English Comprehension. Not that the questions were badly structured or that it was easy- I just had no bleeping idea how to answer my questions...errr..."economically". haha. Yeah, so comes in my long-windedness.

Oh well, I would fail alright. But it would feel so much better knowing that I totally had no chance of scoring anywhere near a pass for the second question in which I attempted for one minute, and that CSQ... well, CSQ is CSQ and I was lost. It's over 80 and I hope at least to get 30 plus.

That is if what James Ong has been teaching us is right and the best way of answering it and that I remembered all his tips.

Okay, cannot already. Even if it is the right way of answering, I doubt my teacher would give me above, say, 18.

OHEMGEE AM I SCREWED OR AM I SCREWED!!

History- only way is to focus on H2 SEA History; next monday.

Need to, need to pass Maths.

Malay Lit, urgghh not at the top of my list, but must take advantage of this paper.